Sometimes people aren't aware of how little they need to say or do to hurt you, especially the ones that means the most to you. It's like even when you know they are joking, it still hurts a little how they bring across certain statements and comments. It's not like you want to take it seriously and be all cut up about it or anything, but it just happens that way sometimes and often times I wish I could just hit that "I don't give a shit" button, but sadly, life wasn't created with that luxury. And that's kinda sad cause it would sure as hell help us to avoid feeling hurt and disappointed more times. But I guess life has a different thought in mind for us and in our hurt and disappointments are lessons to be learnt, but I seem to always be failing cause it's like I know it; I know the rules and strategies but when it comes on to applying them to every day life that's where I seem to fall short. I don't know how to not be hurt, even when the hurt is in noway necessary. I'm like a walking ball of feelings and that isn't always a good thing. Sighs. If only if only it came with a snooze button. On a good day i'm perfectly fine and well and can take anything life has to throw my way, an on the not so good days I crash and burn like that plane in 911 which is said to be one of the most devastating days in history, so that's saying something. Oh my this life of mine, I love it, I hate it, I wanna change it but not replace it. Paradox? I know.
Don't you just hate hypocrites? This nigga was supposed to be my friend but boy did he screw me over... He got himself a real psycho bitch face manged ass girlfriend that apparently feels as though er'body wants her man when in hindsight don't nobody want him. Now this is where shit gets twisted, this trick is obviously threatened by me, for what reason? Cause she's a rat faced psycho that's why. In all honesty the whole matter was, is and will always be sad. If a bitch gonna be so insecure over a nigga shit just proves she knows she ain't got what it takes to keep him interested in her, that just makes everything even sadder. Bitches like those, well them the type of bitches that just ain't suppose to have a man... Agreed? The whole thing is just a waste of er'body's damn time!! Then she has the nerve to get mad at me for her own psychotic delusional thoughts that she conjured up in her big stupid head.. Shit, I find it all so damn funny, she looks so stupid and she don't even see it... But bitches will be bitches and we all know how dumb they can be so I guess her stupidity ain't all her fault... Lmao dumb fuq! The bitch should have been a blonde lol that would be so understandable.
They always say when you love some one you you should let them and if its meant to be well then they'd find their way back into your life, but how true is that? My philosophy is this: "When you love someone, fight for what you feel. But if the one you love, loves someone else, LET GO. Be like a soldier, know when to fight and when to surrender." Everything has a way of working it's self out and I strongly believe that if it's meant to be it will be just don't do anything outrageous. Not everyone that comes in your life is meant to stay no matter how in love they say they are with you or how in love you think you are with them. Some are just here to teach us all a lesson about ourselves and show us how strong we can be when they break our hearts... Sometimes we need a broken heart, sometimes we need to fall for jerks, bitches and douche bags and sometimes they need to treat us like crap so that we'll know how to appreciate out Prince Charming and Princesses when they finally come along. Life has a lot of lessons that it wants to teach us and I admit, those lesson aren't always fun and they don't always leave us smiling... Some of them send us spiraling into depression, have us up all hours of the night crying into our pillows and wishing we were dead cause the pain of a broken heart is just too much to take. We've all had to go through it at one point in our lives or the other. Everybody knows what pain feels like, we've all had our hearts broken by the one person we never thought in a million years would hurt us. It's a natural part of life. Without sadness there can be no joy, without tears, there can be no laughter, these things work together as one and we need to experience the bad to fully appreciate the good that life has to offer and that my friend is what you call the #YingYangEffect... everything in this world exists with its opposite, so if you find yourself crying for a week straight, look forward to a week of pure happiness and laughter... Pain isn't forever.
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| Chinchilla |
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| Great White Shark |
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I have a strange and usual love for Tigers, Dolphins and Monkeys. They are just so adorable and I love them so much... I wanted ride a Dolphin one day and maybe own a Monkey and Tiger though I don't think they would let me own a Tiger which is just not fair. Safe animals are no fun they are so boring, well all except Chinchillas and God knows I love those adorable little things... They are so cute and the way the leap is breath taking. I so want one but i'm not sure how to get one. Anyone of y'all know which direction to point me in? I have a thing for animals especially those that can kill or mane you... Is that weird? I don't think it is, oh I really love Sharks too, preferable the Great White, they are just every amusing and I find then awesome... There was also this period I was going through where I really wanted to strangle a Penguin all because of a episode of Wonder Pets that I had watched, yea i know that's weird and kinda messed up, but if y'all watched that episode you would have known why... I don't particularly like Lions, I think they are too over played and they just don't amuse me in the least well the Lionesses kinda do but not much. I think Whales are cool too, not a lot of coolness points but I mean they're huge so yea that's kinda cool.. There are a lot of animals out there that fascinates me like the Liger which might I add totally kicks ass!!! Then there are the ones that don't like Buffalo's what the hell are those, all weird and shit.
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| Liger |
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| Tiger |
